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No Good Apologies
It might be too late to even be thinking about this. It's almost 2am, I was working on schematic sketch of sorts. Is there no Good Apology? I wonder what the social media world expects. Again I think I mentioned this in my last post. Perhaps apologies can not be accepted because we're lacking the old societal structures. People rarely exercise courtesy. The days of please and thank yous and any sort of acknowledgement of existence has been replaced with passive aggressive
MechancialPencilGirl
3 days ago1 min read
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On my Bullshit Today
I'm so strong :) As I was sinking into the doom scrolling I had to stop to get some things around my house ready, the handyman who I expect not to show up is coming to fix the toilet in my second bathroom. Even in my poverty I managed to have a home with a second bathroom, and the people I rent from, yes I rent, are kind enough to maintain it as I am kind enough to completely appreciate them for it. My living situation isn't the topic but I had to open up that way for some r
MechancialPencilGirl
Mar 35 min read
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Don't You Dare Fall in Love
I am still trying to find my rhythm for writing to be read. Mostly I just have a chain of thoughts I try to full circle into some sorta point or sense. My cadence is repetitive and perhaps not as amusing as I think it is. That being said... "Don't You Dare Fall in Love" A sentence that crossed my mind while on the toilet, the place where all our dark and lovely thoughts come to fruition as we have nothing else to do except doom scroll. I didn't have my phone, I was just peei
MechancialPencilGirl
Feb 253 min read
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I Found the Answer
I found the answer, for my feed to be littered with more male thirst traps. It happened on my instagram. Most of em are gay but it's fine to look and not touch. It's funny cause I swear all the best looking men just bat for the other team. Hyper masculinity to me is wonderful. I think women are way more forgiving about the way a man looks. I'm not doing that anymore. Above is a random update I wrote on one of my social media sites in a moment of waiting for a 3D print to fini
MechancialPencilGirl
Feb 192 min read
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The Anger in Being Poor
Image UNrelated I've been kinda....upset lately. After my break-up I kept a 4 bedroom house which at first I was very excited. my summer work was going well, things were tight but I was almost caught up and I became very determined to keep the place and make my studio and work. Then I had to miss 2 events for a doctor's visit, everything is behind, I'm paying rent late, and the job is so awkward in scheduling that either I work it or I find something else. If there were anyt
MechancialPencilGirl
Nov 7, 20253 min read
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C.R.E.A.M. Creatively Raunchy Erotic Art Minatures
So about a two months ago, I was in the waiting process of getting dismissed from Jury Duty, somehow I made it to the second part and had...
MechancialPencilGirl
Jul 22, 20244 min read
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How to Start Writing
Recently I started watching my favorite movies again. I told myself this was the best way to restart my creative brain and ween from...
MechancialPencilGirl
Jul 1, 20241 min read
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The Perplexing Juxtaposition of Verisimilitude
Return to Isolated Web Space I was just thinking that I should share the things I like in a more extensive way versus the social media...
MechancialPencilGirl
Apr 18, 20241 min read
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The Good, The Bad, The Appropriated #1: South Street Art Mart Rant [UPDATED]
I was to start off this entry with something more well known but I decided to start with something close to home... The South Street Art...
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May 28, 20199 min read
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