The Value of Men

In a matter of a few days, the last of the 3 men have fallen. His reason, "I met someone :/ and I like her. We can still be buds tho?" and my answer "I'm glad you found someone you like. (smiley face) You never had the time to be buds with me in the first place and I hope you're feeling less stressed."...his reply "Aw don't say that lol" and my answer "It's true. I'm too far away, I'm too busy, and I kept things ery surface level"....and his reply "Well regardless don't be a stranger" ..."You're a cool girl". And so as follows, my final reply, "Thank you. But reality will be that you'll need to focuse on that person you like so likely we will not see each other again."..."It was fun tho. And I hope she tells you you're hot all the time"...he laugh reacts..."Make sure you delete all my photos."

Last reply "Haha I will"

I met this guy on a hook up app, where I figured no one will recognize me and I would hold no obligation to form any relationship beyond the value of sex. It was fun, this guy was a cop so I wasn't super elated and he is going through a divorce. I would have never dated him, I thought about the transition to a meaningful friendship yet something slipped in his cop honesty. This guy was jacked, muscled, and I asked one question at the beginning of the sexcapade..."Are you natural". That's my intuition acting, most jacked guys likely aren't natural just as much as they likely aren't straight. I was worried about his mentals and I actually did care about him, I'm not some cold monster, I was a literal friend with benefits.

I think he valued the benefits but not particularly the friend part, and that I did not mind. What I never understood about him, besides the lie about roids, I was going to break it off with him because of that, too many behavioral risks. BUT what I never understood about him, the saying of one thing and doing another, he held no obligation to me, he could fuck me and leave and I wouldn't have batted an eye, just go back to work after enjoying some afternoon delight.

I think in a different context of a relationship, a woman would have felt lied to or used. But all I wanted is sex and a little conversation, I never dug too deep in his life and perhaps he wanted me to. This happened the last time I was single, treating men the same they treat women. Muddled thoughts aside,

up to literally yesterday or the day before, Mr. Cop was trying to come visit me at my work site, he always got called away suddenly at around the same time using his job or gym time as an excuse, he lied about being on roids. Overall he was pretty normal in bed. Likely, I was his sidepiece. Final Assessment

Nurse Guy- Philosophical, sad, busy, obsessive, "dominant"

Literally ghosted him even though we had really good conversations, he was a narcissist and tried love bombing me

Car Guy- Great husband material for someone but not for me, "doesn't see color", out of shape but thinks a woman can change that, ex-government

His belief of "opposites attracting" would have ultimately doomed any possible relationship between us. Also didn't like music.

Cop Guy- Muscled, big dick, omitted details, lied about roids, very typical bro

He still had a thing for his ex who insulted him to the point of him having ask me to spy on some dude to see if he was cheating, "met someone and likes her", Wants to be friends but why?

Comments they all shared about me: wonderful body , "they liked my art", really liked fucking me. What I thought about them, I rarely used any of their real names, all three were long distance, the sex was never that amazing.

This is really a great way to start off being single, slow and steady wins the race, though ultimately my goal is sexually powered friendships, not relationships, I should stay single till I become a famous bizarre artist or something.

Lastly, men should be sluts this summer.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HSivlaSVk1k