There's no point in crying, fix yer own damn problems. Least that's what I tell myself as I freeze and do nothing. Probably the more fascinating thing we do as adults whom are able bodied and capable, have some semblance of intelligence. We freeze. Something I've been thinking about as I'm trying to solve my own problems, as my time gets shuffle to others and I freeze. I think if I had the right mind I'd capitalize on my looks and just start some sorta sexual career. But that seems boring and...

I was showering, listening to Horses and felt refreshed. I looked at my instagram feed for half a second and thought to myself, "I don't want to be punk anymore". This is of course some weird passing thought, who is to say I was ever punk in the first place. I looked at myself in the mirror, my hair is healthy again, my skin is clearing up, my weight is balancing out, my mood is improving, I feel a bit indifferent but positive. I'll have a new kitten around the end of the month. I would like...

In a matter of a few days, the last of the 3 men have fallen. His reason, "I met someone :/ and I like her. We can still be buds tho?" and my answer "I'm glad you found someone you like. (smiley face) You never had the time to be buds with me in the first place and I hope you're feeling less stressed."...his reply "Aw don't say that lol" and my answer "It's true. I'm too far away, I'm too busy, and I kept things ery surface level"....and his reply "Well regardless don't be a stranger"...