I Found the Answer

I found the answer, for my feed to be littered with more male thirst traps. It happened on my instagram. Most of em are gay but it's fine to look and not touch. It's funny cause I swear all the best looking men just bat for the other team. Hyper masculinity to me is wonderful. I think women are way more forgiving about the way a man looks. I'm not doing that anymore.

Above is a random update I wrote on one of my social media sites in a moment of waiting for a 3D print to finish and the doom scrolling between the brain banking. I came across a man, teasingly shirtless, the post wasn't aimed at me but I definitely stopped on it. Just a hyper masculine body, sculpted for other men, sculpted for men who have sex with men, the homosexual, the gay. I don't mind, I never did mind if I look at a man that doesn't bat for my team...that being actually the bisexuals but I carry myself more like a straight woman...I think? I'm looking at this exaggerated body, almost unreal but you know it's real. SURE men on social media will filter and do all the things that women do, but less likely, men have a goal, a hyper masculine dream for their own egos and for the satisfaction of others. I could just be writing a story of admiration for gay men, but I'm not one of those "fag hags"...I don't the word combination. If I had to label it, it would be like "Le Grand Dame Homosexual" or something silly and nonsensical. I also don't want to be a gay man, I just want to look at them. I seen a video about how some straight men now are using the tactics of gay men in the "alpha bro" thing or whatever it's called just that they line it with negativity and hatred of women yet they are apparently becoming these hyper masculine versions of men to attract women that never become attracted to them...likely because they are douchebags. Don't know where I was going with that. On topic, hyper masculinity is hot, especially in aesthetics. I like it as much as bimbos with plastic surgery that exaggerates all the features of womanhood, so far that you can't even recognize it.

To Be continued...