It might be too late to even be thinking about this. It's almost 2am, I was working on schematic sketch of sorts. Is there no Good Apology? I wonder what the social media world expects. Again I think I mentioned this in my last post. Perhaps apologies can not be accepted because we're lacking the old societal structures. People rarely exercise courtesy. The days of please and thank yous and any sort of acknowledgement of existence has been replaced with passive aggressive snark, indirect...

I'm so strong :) As I was sinking into the doom scrolling I had to stop to get some things around my house ready, the handyman who I expect not to show up is coming to fix the toilet in my second bathroom. Even in my poverty I managed to have a home with a second bathroom, and the people I rent from, yes I rent, are kind enough to maintain it as I am kind enough to completely appreciate them for it. My living situation isn't the topic but I had to open up that way for some reason. IN MY...

I am still trying to find my rhythm for writing to be read. Mostly I just have a chain of thoughts I try to full circle into some sorta point or sense. My cadence is repetitive and perhaps not as amusing as I think it is. That being said... "Don't You Dare Fall in Love" A sentence that crossed my mind while on the toilet, the place where all our dark and lovely thoughts come to fruition as we have nothing else to do except doom scroll. I didn't have my phone, I was just peeing, and feeling...